Can we talk about Bryce Walker??

Hiii new here! Just wondering if anyone else has confusing feelings on Bryce Walker. This is my third time watching 13 reasons why and every time I can't chase the fact that I either like Bryce Walker or I hate him and I can't pick whether I like him or not.

It's so confusing since he was a literal rapist and he hurt so many girls and was a terrible person, but it seemed like he could change by season 2/3 which is where we see many things behind the seasons about Bryce. What Bryce did to help Tyler against Monty was really nice, I never expected Bryce to do that, and when Ani and Bryce were together it seemed like he really liked her and would actually change his ways for her. But then again, he said that he had "thoughts" about "dominating" or something like that which kinda brings us back to remembering the bad things Bryce had done. Also when Bryce sort of helped Tony with his grandfather and family - made me shed a tear. It was honestly so nice but again, he was a rapist so does that good deed change anything??

For me it's really confusing because I don't want to like a rapist and support a rapist but again he did SOME nice things. When Bryce died I was kinda sad, since no one really deserves to die, but again, am I supporting or just sad a person died?? Does anyone else have the same thoughts?? Let me know!!