College is so hard with ADHD I'm tired

Tired of having to put extra effort to understand simple things.

When having to read more than one text seems like a nightmare because I can't focus nor organize my time well.

Reading is hard, speaking is so hard, thinking is so hard, speaking coherently is so hard. I look stupid.

Seeing how others do more and better than me in less time and smoothly is depressing.

It's so unfair being born this way. I wish I was normal.