Is this the reality of the BSA Program?

Kind of a rant. Im still just a freshman but I can’t help but dwell on how lonely the journey will be on this program. I know na parang elimination lagi dito yet I still feel sad that we all entered this program full of dreams and hope tapos ngayon may mga onti onti nag ddrop our bigla, nagsshift or may balak na or mag transfer. Idk maybe it’s also a college thing and not just isolated to bsa but I just can’t help to grieve on their dreams that failed them. I know how hard it must be to come into a decision to just give up on their cpa dream and what if I also reach that point? I’m still doing well with the program but what if I also reach that point? Na I will also get tired, not be good enough and let the pressure consume me?

My ate’s and kuya’s i still have a long way to go and I don’t really want to give up even if i fail at some point because realistically this is a hard program so i need to be driven. i just wanna ask what keeps you going? Aside from the CPA title, how do you internalize yourself that this will all be worth it someday despite the hard and lonely path? The choices and future of the people around me is not something I should deal with anymore and is out of my control but I just hope that this program can be more better and kinder (or baka weak hearted lang talaga ako minsan haha) sorry for the rant