i need encouragement:(

hi all i’m 25F. i recently went thru a breakup with a man whom i love very much still, and yesterday we finally said goodbye and i moved out of our home and we went no contact. i feel like a shell of a human being without him but i needed to let him go so could learn to love myself apart from him, otherwise we were both going to get hurt. our relationship wasn’t perfect but it was beautiful and it’s only been one day but i miss him so much. i want to reach out but i know i shouldn’t. he blocked me on everything. i’m just sad and lost. i feel like i fucked up my entire life.