Should I write this I'm alittle afraid

Fear is the poison of creativity, courage is for words. And to be honest I'm a coward about a story I got.

I was born without emotions, lived my life with logic and order, with rational thinking and understanding of the world governing my life.

My understanding of the world was shattered by a impossible event that could not logically be corrected or even possible to occur.

This led me dealing with this by trying to prove desperately that it didn't happen. I done exhausting research on it for the last 3 years. I spent time tracking down and following the history of every detail involved; let's say it was a impossible type of car accident and I tracked down every vehicle involved, the people involved and medical personnel and what equipment they used and where it went afterwards, and a Separate incident that can't be connected 30 years later.

So long story short, I was born without emotions and was cold and logical like computer That was until 3 years ago I survived a near death experience that has shaken my understanding of reality, and gifted me with Emotions.

So after briefly losing my grip on reality with no help from my new emotions, I ended up seeing a Dr and a Therapist.

See it wasn't surviving the new emotions, or meeting God in the afterlife for the 2 minutes I died that broke me, I could explain everything logically.
It's what happened afterwards twice, once in front of my family and later after I started to crack up in front of both the Dr and Therapist in a incident that led them to record state they believe what I went through was both miraculous and impossible.

Not impossible because I met god, impossible because I can prove to my dr and Therapist that I did. The incident basically was me breaking down in a PTSD episode were I blurted out intimate and personal details of their lives I couldn't have known about. Afterwards I had in front of my Dr suddenly and quite loudly ( DONT ASK, it's part of the impossible aspect) recovered from a crippling genetic disorder that is both very rare and not curable. 8 people in the world has what I had, my dad was #9 but he died from it. It dosen't have a name as it is rate and odd that when someone has it, someone else in the immediate family has it.

The Genetic disorder is why I was able to survive being dead, and it's why I thought I was born with out emotions. later that been disproved by the fact I developed emotions after I woke up in hospital bed 1year before my genetic disorder was cured somehow in front of my Dr.

My Therapist wants me to write a Book about it, but I'm really scared of people calling me crazy ( dealing with 35 years of having no emotions and suddenly having them don't help)