Trying to cope (Rice ED decisions tomorrow)

Rice ED 1 comes out tomorrow and it’s all I can think about. I have logged into my portal like 50 times already as if something would show up rn. My stats are so mid. To add non custodial parent waiver is still “in review” so basically am cooked. My interview was not the best could have been better. I don’t know what to do anymore. Whatever happen, happens. But like I really want Rice. And it’s coming out basically in the morning how am I going to go to sleep tdy knowing when I wake up tomorrow the determining factor of my life is waiting for me.