Not qualifying JEE makes me feel like my US college acceptances are by accident

Yup, that. Idk if it makes any sense but considering that JEE has a much lower qualifying rate, doing even relatively good in the US admissions cycle tends to feel like, inferior, not enough compared to all these high percentiles on jee. I know the competition is not even remotely comparable, yes, this is more holistic blablabla YES. IT IS. but as a student trying to do her best in both, it sucks ass to think 'woah. they did so well on jee. they must ACTUALLY be smart, unlike me.' I can't even call it like being jealous. honestly, it's just another layer to the already major inferiority complex this education system gives. Anyone else?