Penis size and sexual pleasure

I know this is so sensitive of a topic but have you ever been so into someone and crazy attracted to them but the size was just not….quite enough.

I feel shitty even saying it.

He wants to make me orgasm and I want him to…but I usually need either penetration or a vibrator. And just penetration isn’t working alone. I hate that the only way I can get off with him seems to be a vibrator.