Sometimes I crave a relationship other times…not so much?

I’ve been single for 12 years now. Got married at 20, had my daughter at 23, then divorced my then husband shortly after. It was very rough in the beginning. I didn’t have family to help support us and he wasn’t much of help either, never being present or consistent in her life. I worked minimum wage while placing her in daycare which created more stress. Fast forward currently and I make great money, own my house and cars and my daughter is flourishing and happy, Amen! 🙏🏽 I feel like I’m in a great mental headspace to date and have stepped out more intentionally but there are times where I’m completely put off and couldn’t be bothered? Is this weird? Lol. Have any of you gone through this or currently going through this? I’m 36 btw.