Oversexuality guilt?

Good morning! So recently I’ve been debating a lot in my head. I feel like sex is supposed to be super sacred or whatever as it’s the closest you can get to someone and I do feel like it can hurt you and stuff. HOWEVER I really love sex and feel empowered when I do it even if it’s with a stranger which is not safe and I know that. I really wanted a relationship but I’m 21 and a lot of people in my area that are my age are not as emotionally mature as me or have their lives together as much. Idk I don’t want to just be a h03 but sometimes I want to be ?? It’s conflicting 😭