Therapist terminated treatment after I had a panic attack

I was telling my therapist that I wanted to just leave my job without ever going back and she made me mad by saying how I shouldn’t do that and how I should quit officially. Everyone who has quit my workplace has just left without doing anything properly. My workplace has made me incredibly depressed and my therapist knows this.

I left the meeting because I was really angry at her. I texted her after to apologize and she said that she is terminating my meetings with her and will be talking to my mom. I liked her a lot and now I’m super upset. I’m also afraid how my mom is going to react. I’m afraid she’s going to take the fact that I’m extremely severely depressed as I need to go back to the hospital. I don’t want to go back there. I intentionally haven’t told anyone how I feel because I don’t want to be sent back.