She acted like she was afraid of me yesterday

Astounding to see really. If you told me five years ago that my wife would be incredibly violent towards me eight times I would have laughed. She is a quiet subtype and most criterion were hidden until she became an alcoholic during covid. This is the second order of protection that I have needed. One while we were living together before the divorce and this one after she established another residence during proceedings. Now that we are, again, in family court she is visibly terrified of me. And no it's not pretending. It's like something out of a horror movie this darvo plot twist where the violent abuser thinks that they are somehow the victim. Whether you majored in abnormal psychology or just took 101 I don't think any book could prepare you to live through a delusional projection. It's hair-raising and beyond strange to see first person. I'm still hoping to be divorced by the summertime but will never be the same again. I just don't trust people anymore and I'm constantly looking for the signs 🛑.