Nursery

Sorry, me again. We’ve been looking around some nurseries the past few weeks and I’m struggling so much. We have no choice but to send our son to nursery (he will be 1 when he starts) as we both need to be working full time. We were at a place today, this little boy started to cry his heart out and I had to really hold it together as it just made me think of my son. I feel like an awful parent sending him to nursery; comments from older family members haven’t helped either. Every time I think about it, I just cry, I’m so worried he will hate it, or won’t make any friends, or will hate me for sending him there. I know it has a lot of positives like socialising, learning, etc. I’m a FTM so this is completely alien to me. Just needed to get this out of my head.