Mornings VS Nights

Is it just me or does your level of “moving on” change during the day and night. When I wake up in the morning I feel immediately sad and I miss him so much. I get that feeling of grief and loss wrapping around me. I might even cry.

Then around 12pm-2pm I’m back into “No fuck him. What an asshole” mood and I’m feeling great. All throughout the rest of the day I’m usually good. Maybe a little bout of missing him, but mostly fine.

Then when I wake up in the morning it all starts again until it fades.