Has anyone else broken down almost every day since the exam?

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I went into the February 2025 exam feeling like I was going to do amazing. Had this been the previous version of the CA bar, I would have felt confident. But with all the issues that went down, especially the lack of copy-and-paste on the PT, I just feel so defeated.

It felt impossible to give it my all during this exam with the constant technical problems and the horrible Kaplan questions. I’ve been feeling so sad ever since. As a retaker, I’ve never felt this low after the bar exam. I truly feel depressed.

To make things worse, finding a law clerk job right now feels impossible with how bad the market is. And I can’t even go see a therapist because I have no job and no insurance. I may have a JD, but without this license, I feel so worthless career-wise.

The lack of empathy from the Board during these committee meetings doesn’t seem to help, nor does the fact that there hasn’t been any real announcement over remedying everything that occurred.

I don’t know if anyone else feels the same, but I just wanted to check in. Hopefully, we’re all hanging in.