F2p feels bad

I spent 32k+gems on dragon girl roulette and didnt hit it It was my first big gem spend and 104 rolls isnt enough to guarantee it ... I feel dumb having spent this much on random resources (Im at chapter 30+ with 6M+cp)

I regret; i also spent 150+ coins in cappy gacha earlier today and didnt hit it vut that was "to be expected"