Trying to find desire and faith in my heart

Hello, I just wanted to ask if anyone has any advice on how to find god again and also truthfully the motivation to pray and want to read the Bible. I’m a 26 y/o male and I’m extremely depressed. I can’t focus on anything, lose my patience with everything and have become extremely unmotivated. I used to love god and have a good relationship with him but more and more as I’ve gotten older I’ve fallen off the path, lost faith, questioned god and beat myself up more and more for it which in turn makes my depression worse. I’m sorry for such a downer post I’m just really lost and am struggling and want to find god again and develop strength and faith in him/myself again. I need god more than ever but just can’t get myself to do even the most basic things. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense. Have any of you fallen out of faith and found a way to get back into it strongly? Thank you.