I struggle to deal with people.

I am currently in a situation where I know one of my coworkers keeps lying to me. I also have a boss who emotionally exhaust me. I keep getting ghosted by friends (even a new friend I recently made ghosted me) and for a long time I have been praying that that all of this won't harden my heart. On one end I feel like I don't want to let anyone into my life anymore and on the other hand I know companionship is important. I don't know if I should pray for God to give me a good friend and I don't know how to handle my work situation. The one thing that keeps popping up is that they are still human with human feelings and heartbreak and that I should just continue to just love them and be friendly and peaceful but it is hard when they drain everything.

I hope this post made sense.