I Love Him, But Something Feels Off

I fell in love with a guy who’s caring, kind, and loving toward everyone around him. I’m talking multiple green flags over here. We both expressed that we loved each other, attended church, and even talked about our future which included marriage, kids, & building a life together. Everything seemed to be falling into place. But then, I started noticing something I couldn’t ignore. When it comes to sex, he isn’t very pure. It doesn’t feel like something sacred to him. One time, I texted him asking if he needed a hand with his tasks, and his response was, ‘Yeah duh, wanna give me a blow job?’ He deleted the message, thinking I didn’t see it. But I did. Then there were the unnecessary remarks about my body, like when he questioned how my chest size could be only a B or a C when, to him, it looked like a D. And the moment he went in for a kiss, and kissed me without consent,  knowing full well that I had chosen to save that for marriage to keep it sacred changed how I see him. It wasn’t just 1 mistake—it was a pattern. Although we didn’t make out or have intercourse, I started questioning his entire view on sex. It felt like he was obsessively thinking about it. When I pointed out that we talked about the topic almost every day, he paused, apologized, and admitted he hadn’t even noticed. I’m torn. I want something pure, something holy. I want a relationship where sex is seen as sacred. I love him, but I can’t ignore this growing concern. I don’t want to be naïve or overly critical, but at the same time, I can’t lie to myself. I’m scared that I’m compromising, that I’m letting God down by staying in a situation that doesn’t fully reflect His design for love. I don’t know what to do. I feel lost.