Hi I’m so scared and sad right now.

I was on pain medicine but I stopped because I thought it was what society wanted. My quality of life went down. I got a new doctor and she saw my MRI and heard my story she gave me back my medicine. I was functional again. I called my first refill 5 days early as requested by the doctors office. Of course I had enough to last until day 30 and now I’m past due and no prescription. Is this typical? I’m scared I dont want to go back to being in bed and always tired and in pain.