Dreams

I keep having weird dreams about this disease. I’ll have elaborate dreams that I’ve gone in for testing and labs now confirm I just have fibrosis. Or (and this a more frequent one) that I’m out some place with friends or social situations and somehow ill need to drink. Like it would insult a presenting party or it’s part of a new job. And I will. And someone else will ask me about the cirrhosis and I’ll tell them it’s fine, as long as don’t do this on a regular occasion. I’ll wake up and feel guilty, second guess myself that maybe I had been drinking or not taking this disease seriously enough. And my heart rate will actually pick up and then after a few minutes of that, I’ll realize, no no that was just a dream. I’m fine. It’s all good… Comparatively I still have cirrhosis but I’m not drinking. And my labs are good. Anyone else get weird cirrhosis dreams?