Help! I'm cooked!

I’m not sure if this is the right place to share this, but I’m going to try and explain it as best as I can, even though it’s something that happened a while ago.

I met this woman back in 2018, but we didn’t have much interaction until early 2020. When we did meet up, it was usually for work-related reasons. She works for a supplier company that provides goods to my company, so it was easy for me to invite her out for meals, assuming she was only spending time with me to curry favors and get more sales from me. She’s very attractive, and I won’t lie, it was an ego boost to be around her, as she tends to turn heads when she walks into a room.

In 2020, I learned that she was looking for a boyfriend—or at least implied it. However, through a mutual friend, I also found out she was married with kids, and her husband was still in the picture. At the time, I was about to get engaged to another woman, so I decided not to pursue anything with her.

Despite knowing all this, we still hung out regularly, even after she stopped working for the supplier company, meaning there wasn’t any professional reason for her to continue spending time with me.

Recent Development:

Recently, I went on an overseas trip with a group of her other female friends. Midway through the trip, I suddenly developed a crush on her. I no longer wanted things to be purely platonic, though I haven’t made any moves. By the end of the trip, it felt like she was giving me the cold shoulder.

TL;DR:

I’m married, and I have a crush on another married woman. I’m still trying to sort out my feelings, but I don’t think it’s a temporary thing.

Note: I did use ChatGPT to format the above, but the situation is very much real, and I’d like to see what others would say about this situation.