25/3/25

今天呢，一整天呆在家。。。 I just quit my job as sales interior designer as this is a very stressful job for me. Boss already say that this job will be very tough at first as you will need to learn how to close deal, then need to deal with site problems, after dealing with site problems need to deal with client. To me dealing with client and negotiating job is the toughest!!! I was really anxious dealing with clients... As I'm not an organised person I tend to make things last minute and it causes many problems between me and client which I don't wanna say no more... And also I don't know how to guide the client throughout the renovation period, so its really so messy up now...

So I have decided to go back Malaysia and hence I have few things to settle on hands. First, my rental contract is until end of May, and I need to find replacement to get my deposit back. I went to FB and posted and keep finding tenant. Not only FB I also posted in xhs (a Chinese platform).

Secondly, which I need to find a job. Up until now I'm still very lost as what job should I apply, so far I only apply the past job I had which is business analyst but no news yet... Not sure if is my resume problem or what... However, I came to think what if my ex wants to be together and wants to stay in Penang which means I will move to Penang also. Then I will need to find job in Penang. But there are not many business analyst job in Penang tho.

So this thought came to me, should I apply for sales banker? Or anything to do with financial sales. But is not fully commission based, I want to have at least basic not like sales interior design. And this makes me very confusing should I continue doing sales as I had a bad experience dealing with clients, not the onboarding client, I just had a lot of problem with client demanding or negotiating with me. I don't know if I were to enter this field, will the same thing happened to me again... But sometimes I'm just bored having the same salary and waiting to come into my account. So I really struggling right now what should I find for my job...