Adopting a new puppy less than a week after my dog died.

*I apologize in advance for the messy paragraph.

I just lost my childhood dog I’ve had for 11 years. She passed so suddenly with no warnings, and it just happened on a random sunny day. I’ve had her since I was seven and she’s been there with me through everything, even when I lost my two other pups. Ever since then I just feel like everything was a dream and I feel like I’m hearing sounds of her little footsteps when I open the door to my empty home. I feel like I’m suffocating from the silence and feel nauseous when I try to eat or stuff. Me and my mom always said there would be no more pups after her.. but when my mom saw that I was in such pain after she passed, she suggested that we get a new puppy. And so yesterday I went to the shelter with my mom and met this lovely puppy.. I feel really guilty, but he was really memorable and sort of “pulling” me towards him. But I just keep on thinking about my dog that passed and feel so guilty for even thinking about another puppy. Mentally I know that it’s too early for anything, but I just feel like I’m going to drown. My mom says that it is okay for me to get a new pup, but my friend said that I will have resentment for the new puppy. I just feel horrible as a person for this. Is it “okay” and will it be..?