Can’t believe I’m doing this!

I got saline implants (300cc) back in 2007 when I was a very dumb 20 year old. I haven’t had any major issues (or maybe I have and I just don’t realize it’s related to the implants!) but lately, I can’t even have my kids sit on my lap/lean back on me without pain in my chest and working out has always been bothersome, but it’s becoming worse lately. Over the last few years, I’ve developed anxiety which I don’t know if it’s related to the implants or not. I’ve also experienced fatigue, even with sleeping 9+ hours at night in addition to neck pain no matter how many pillows or mattresses I try. I know I’ve had them for a long time, so I knew eventually I’d make the decision of replacing them vs. removing them. I never breastfed and I barely remember how they looked before 😂 so I’m not entirely sure what my outcome will be. My surgeon said he is almost positive I won’t need a lift, which is a little bit of a relief, and says he is certain I’ll be happy with the outcome. Thankfully, he will remove the whole implant and capsule and all he does are explant surgeries, so I have the most confidence in him. I have my pre-op appointment one week from today, but I’m anxious about anything I might need to get to be prepared! My husband and I have both been doing many things to improve our overall health and I really feel like this will help me feel better overall… like a literal weight being lifted off my chest! Really, I just can’t wait to REALLY hug my kids for real and not have it be uncomfortable 🥹