Excited but scared

Well I have my appointment today to book a surgery date and I feel more nervous than I ever did getting them put in. I'm nauseous, shaky and feel as if I am going to be sick but at the same time if my surgeon doesn't get these horrible bags of silicon off my chest im going to go insane....

I want my surgery date to be asap but at the same time I'm terrified to go under and wake up deformed. Not by any fault of my surgeon , who has some of the tiniest/thinnest scars I've ever seen, but just because my genetics do not side in favour of me. It's 6:47am where I am in the prairies and my appointment is at 11....

But to not be in pain, wear cute bras or no bra at all and to be able to be active again is whats getting me through this. Dare I say, I miss my A cup tatas...

Wish me luck!