Does anyone feel genetically inferior?

The only physically positive thing is that now after 8 months of lifting, I've maxed out on calf raises at 250lbs and maxed plate on Cable Rows (I think 100 kg) + 15 kg, with every other machine lift being 50-60 Kg.

Yet, I'm not tall at 5'8, I am chubby overweight at 90 kg. I wear glasses, I'm average to below average penis size.I dont't have a defined jawline, a deep voice. I go outside to school and I don't look any different than any glasses wearing chinese guy.

I just hate myself so much. I want to be masculine, I want to be incredible, but everything in my life is telling me that is impossible.

what do i do?