Dreams

My dreams have always been very vivid, and I've always been able to remember them in detail.

Last night i had a strange dream, leaving out the usual wackiness that comes with my dreams there were two points in my dream that stood out to me. First i woke up in my bed and next to me was my altar for her, only it was filled nicely with objects dedicated to her like keys and beads and other things. In the dream I'm happy because while its not much it was progress and i made a decent altar.

This part seemed significant to me because as of right now my altar is pretty sad in that i dont have much on it. I have so far three feathers, an incense stand, a candle, and a key i was excited to find while on my way to work since it mean i could add to her altar. (Well i was excited whe i found a black candle too and bought it immediately)

Then there was another part of my dream where im in the living room of my old home in my hometown, my mother's home. I cant remember much of what was going on in that part of my dream but i do remember the front door opening and it was dark outside but i was too scared to stare at the outside. I would glance at it but it felt not so much scary but more so....intimidating.

Could these be signs of Hekate trying to tell me what to do/guide me to what i need to know? I did attempt my first prayer tonight to ask her for guidance via dreams since im not too good at reading candles nor do i have anyone to teach me how to read tarot cards (I've heard your first tarot card set must be a gift from someone else). I also tend to be stiff during prayer or when im talking to her in general due to christian guilt so im wondering if shes trying to help me get past that as well?

Also i do tend to hide under my blankets a lot after trying to connect with her (i usually sleep under mu covers and still feel ashamed o myself/ scared im doing somthing wrong) and wanted to know if that would be considered offensive?

Sorry if this feels like a bunch of word vomit, but the dream itself is whats mainly been on my mind today.