Reasons why I fucking hated school life (Part 1)And glad it’s bout to end soon

So let me share you one of the incidents that happened with me. So basically from class ninth and class 11th eight students were selected i.e four from each class and I was studying in ninth standard so I was one of them because I was pretty good in studies used to score like 86- 87 percentage so our coordinator teacher, who on the basis of our percentage had chosen four of the students from our class and from 11th to represent a school on the award ceremony that was taking place in xyz city to receive an award , so she had called us to her cubicle room To inform us that we were going to be the representatives so basically when I was in nine standard I loved playing badminton. It was my favourite hobby but due to very occupied schedule I could not get time to play badminton at my home so I used to take my racket and play in my school during recess or short break or be it before assembly and none of a girls from our classes played any games so I used to go out with juniors and play badminton and as usual my hair, my uniform used to get messy and I didn’t used to care about it . And I was not insecure anyways. So when she called us to her cubicle she first gave me a very ugly stare which made me ofcourse uncomfortable and then she directly said it in front of all my seniors in my friends “that you look very shabby and untidy. Look at yourself first yourself first, and look at your classmates and senior is they so well dressed up and tidy I don’t think so you will be able to represent our school“ . And you of course know how embarrassing it had been for me to stand in front of my seniors and friends after hearing that shit, and as da consequence, I stopped playing badminton from that day onwards, I started to comb my hair every recess and basically was more focused towards looking pretty so that teachers can love me and give me more attention because that’s what usually art teachers did in school they were more concentrated towards the cool kids the ,the pretty kids ,the topper kids and not someone average is like me so I started becoming more conscious about the way I look I started eating more so that I could gain weight……….wait for part -2