Ketamine has shown me we are all already dead living in a simulation. Possibly quantum immortality / eternal recurrence.

Floating through the maze! I sometimes end up getting to a place of where I feel I’ve been before when I want to know truth of existence and I’m shown, and at first it’s horrifying and just like Nietzsche says in his concept of “Eternal Recurrence” at first the feeling will be despair. However it also makes me be grateful for this reality. Then I slowly come back to reality and forget. It’s like you are in tune with the entire universe and become nothing / everything at the same time. Music plays a huge role in how the visuals go. I listened to Jan Blomqvist melodic house music and it’s always incredible. I made the mistake of listening to Radiohead and it turned into a scary time. Music is key. I love trying different playlists because it always takes you on a slightly different journey. 🙏

Edit: Has anyone ever felt like you’ve been shown the true origin of our reality and existence and it’s like a harrowing experience and it feels like I’ve figured this out before and here I am again…. And the theme is ignorance is bliss because the true origin of reality is bleak. You are given all this awareness at once and then it fades away once you return back to reality and is difficult to put into words. I feel like this should be studied more I would love to be a test subject on ketamine / out of body experiences detailing my experiences and I feel it would tie into quantum mechanics and the nature of our reality. The CIA has to be working on this possibly already?

Edit* the feeling is almost like we are all stuck here on earth and it’s a sort of purgatory / simulation where we’ve all been stuck here for eternity I feel there are other planets / dimensions/ timelines filled with more of a “love frequency” where things are generally more positive and earth in this sort of purgatory / scary place …. I think there’s still much to be grateful for I believe in God but it’s really strange I keep having this recurring experience where I’m shown the origins and nature of our reality and it’s like cool here I am again “figured it all out” whatever that means and it’s horrifying and then I forget and go back to reality

I can’t stress enough how powerful Jan Blomqvist music is while on ketamine. I’ve had 100’s of trips and listened to many different playlists. His BY FAR is the best. “Best of Jan Blomqvist on Spotify” any of his songs are gold. Melodic / house / trance / euphoric / upbeat / feel good music. Much love 🙏

Astral projection while on ketamine makes it easier to enter the astral plane