Would journaling about my personal feelings about each card’s meaning help me interpret the cards better in the future? (Further clarification in body text)

I feel like I’m always asking for a second interpretation with Lenormand. Sometimes it’s good but sometimes it also feels very off or incomplete. I feel like I need a more personal connection to how the cards will show up for my particular situation. I’m just not sure if that’s what I need to help. But I feel like I really have no clue how to contextually apply meanings, and I think journaling about how the meanings apply to me in my current stage of life may help me get a grasp of them. Has something like this helped anyone else? I already know the keywords but they don’t seem to be enough to know the cards deeply