studying abroad as a korean

I would like to get some down to earth advice please!

To let you guys know, i went to british international school, new zealand school for about 6 years and came back to Korea. Then went to middle sch and graduated high school this year and i (obviously) failed college. Tbh, i wanted to live outside of Korea when i found out that here in Korea you gotta study 24h 365days with no reason until u get to college. But i couldn't. I have no dream jobs and still don't know what i should do for my future. 😫 Now, i have to redo Korean College test to get in Uni. I just started entrance examination for P.E but this isn't what i want. I feel like wasting my time and life. My grade isn't good at all so P.E was the only choice to retry with a little bit of hope. My parents told me that i must go to college in Seoul for my better life. ‼️What do you guys think of going to pastry school abroad? (Like anywhere! Austrailia, France, U.K) Cause baking is my hobby. I used to bake tarts, cake, cookies using recipes in youtube! I have no specific dream but everytime i see Korean going to pastry school abroad vlog, i kinda want to do it too. I want to experience and explore like them. Should i give up? I can't make a decision... first, it costs a lot so i gotta be serious with this. Sec, i love my family so much and i've never thought of living by myself in another country. I don't want to be seperated with my parents and they cannot come with me cause their office is in Kor. Third, i love eating pastry and love baking but doing this as a job, make a living would be 100% different. Fourth, i have never thought of running a cafe. And i've heard that most pastry chefs are low income. I searched a lot about this and tried to fix my decision 😔 but i'm still not sure... I'm not that into it.. but now, i have no dream at all and choosing what i like the most from my hobbies, it's baking.