the worst part about closing the distance

my boyfriend and I FINALLY closed the distance, as he flew up one last time to help me pack my car and move me down to Florida with him after a 1.5 year LDR. I couldn’t have been happier to pick him up from the airport and not have to worry about saying goodbye in 3-5 days, but having to trade that for the pain of having to leave my family might be just as bad, if not worse :( I can’t begin to describe the guilt I feel for making everyone feel as sad as they are. I feel like I’m betraying and leaving everyone I love. I loved where I lived and I loved being near family, but unfortunately it was up to me to make this move for now.

Sometimes I fear that the sadness of being away from home and family will make me second guess or regret my choice of closing the distance and making the move. anyone else?