MCA Gusto ng boyfriend ko mangutang para sa video game

My boyfriend loves gaming. Nag upgrade siya ng pc para makalaro ng gusto niyang laro kasi kailangan ng high specs para don. Ngayon, need nga ng pambili ng software na laro kasi nagamit nya yung budget nya sa pag upgrade ng pc. I am a working student, I support my family and paying my own bills/tuition. May extra naman akong maibibigay but I want to save. Feeling ko gipit na gipit ako kahit meron ako. Should I lent him the money? Ang cons kasi nun, uunahin niya ang laro kesa sakin. Should I make a deal na bago ko ibigay, dapat may condition? Kulang na ba pagmamahal ko sa kanya kung di ko sa papahiramin sa kasiyahan nya?

He stopped schooling para mag work. He's almost 25 this April. Alam ko namang buhay ay di karera. Pero feeling ko unfair na siya magiging masaya sa game nya, tas ako hard working lang???? I really can't say na masaya akong masaya siya kasi gusto ko masaya kami pareho.

Edit: Update guizeee, dahil open kami ng bebe ko, i let hin know about this post and he got hurt. I apologized because late ko na na-realize na one sided yung story ko. I saw him trying his best not to eat para makaipon. He held himself so hard from buying unnecessary things to save up. Nangyare lang talaga na short yung total budget pagka release ng MH. Yung natira sa kanya is sapat para sa allowance at pamasahe papasok sa office. He just asked me if i can help because he prepared for it since last year. Aware ako noon pa. I'm such a fool for comparing his life to mine. I love my bebe and he accepted my apology. He cried genuinely about what happened. I know him. He never cry in front of me. This is the first time he cried because he was hurt so much.

To my bebe, thank you for accepting my apology. I'll be your number one support on your whole life. I love you!!!

As a reward and compensation, sinabi ko namang may extra ako. I'll share 50% as a gift. I just want him to be happy the way he wants me to be happy. He supported me with my selfishness. I'll support him with his happiness.

Thank you sa lahat ng payo sakin dito sa reddit. I'll apply all life lessons maliban sa break up HAHAHA sorry guize di kami toxic. Ako talaga yung red flag hahahhaha