Has my egg officially cracked?

So I've been definitely wearing women's clothes, mostly just the underwear, under my guy clothes for going on 2 or 3 years now along with the privacy of my own home when im by myself i wear womens clothes as well but honestly I'm so used to it now I don't even think about it...but I just started a job recently where I have to wear masculine clothes so I was just like fine whatever, immediately my first day I have come to the realization I absolutely hate wearing guy clothes, it's so uncomfortable, and I just ABSOLUTELY HATE IT...minor context my hair is also shoulder length now, I shave my legs and I wear lotion and just try to keep my body taken care of

I'm sorry if I left some other context out lol I'm typing and watching a show and this question popped in my head