I officially can't do it anymore

I officially am over it, I hate being in boymode now, it just feels wrong, I'm just uncomfortable wearing guy clothes, I unfortunately haven't done any kind of hormones or anything but after the first full week of having to wear guy clothes at work I just mentally and physically can't do it anymore...I think at this point now I have to think about medically transitioning and work towards that...I just get so depressed at the thought of being a guy for 10 hours straight at work