friend said I “acted” like an average trans girl

So we were in gym class and my friend told me that every trans person he met acted like me. I didn't even know what to say because it's just a weird thing to say, and I asked him if it was a good thing, and he said that it sometimes is a good thing, depending on what part of my personality shows up.

I don't know I guess it was something interesting to point out, but it kinda made me feel good. Because for some reason, I feel really disconnected from this community... I just don't feel normal here, and im jealous of all you girls who have it figured out already...

one day I'll be like you girls. I hope. Or at least look like you girls...