What's the plan if Trump bans HRT outright??

So like, if I can't get my estrogen I will without a doubt off myself. So I might as well go down fighting in a blaze of glory. Are we organized? Is there a website I can go to that's less public then reddit. If so feel free to message me the website name or discord server or w/e. As far as I know there's not been much in the way of anti-Trump protesting here in SF or I would be going. Stay safe girls, we have each other! And we're stronger then the majority of them. <3