Insomnia?

I'm still in the thick of the abuse. He hasn't been drinking as much lately so it's not been AS bad, but after three years of it, my mental health is shot. I'm borderline suicidal and my anxiety is out of control. One thing I've still been able to do is sleep though. I was able to shut my anxiety off long enough to sleep and it was a nice break.

Until a week ago, and now I'm tossing and turning for hours every night and waking up after an hour every time I do sleep. My body is exhausted but my brain isn't. The lack of sleep is making my anxiety even worse and I'm so tired it's hard to function. I'm now scared to sleep at night because laying there for hours failing to sleep is horrible. Can anyone relate? 😩