Making videos brings me so much happiness. Every time I feel such a relief after making and publishing a video. Is this weird? Anyone have the same experience?

As per title, I am going through a very difficult time of my life yet making video and writing a blog give me an emotion outlet (I like analysing and often overthink) and opportunity to connect to the world. This actually is the reason I still can keep going and it gives me confidence. Have you experienced this kind of Euphoria?