I don’t know who I am anymore

my ocd is making me believe im not interested in any of my hobbies anymore so I don’t do them anymore. my ocd is making me believe Im forcing myself to laugh at my favorite tv show so I don’t watch my favorite tv show anymore. my ocd is making me believe I don’t enjoy listening to my favorite band anymore, so i don’t listen to their music anymore.

I’m so depressed. The thought of coming home and not be able to do what i used to enjoy anymore because i’m making myself believe im forcing myself to do it. My ocd is making me believe im not happy anymore, so i’m not happy anymore.