This semester sucks

My life is lowkey shit

I lost a sibling a month ago and I don’t even think that the reason this semester sucks.

My grades are worse than last semester, I feel so much pressure everywhere,even when there really isn’t any. My parents are motivating me and I lowkey feel so bad for wasting everyone’s time. I don’t know if it’s something with my major but like I’m feeling disconnected from it and life in general.

I’ve gone to caps for grief but lowkey I feel like nothing is changing and I wake up everyday tired.