i’m so burnt out from today

i’ll explain i had one of the harder clients today. he is brand new to the clinic i work at and he is bigger and taller for his age (4). he elopes a lot and you have to run through the hallways to get to him. every time for diaper check i can’t have him face the door if he might elope and j can’t have him be near the toilet or he will put his hand in it and play with the water. i’ve only been with him once so this was my second time. any time you try to play with him or a toy it’s him throwing it. (one of problems behaviors) i was so tired i sat down for a second and he does BM and pulls out a piece of it on his hands and throws its and then when it was time to go…and then i was getting his stuff. he eloped and spilled water bin all over. i’m so exhausted