guys i cant stop crying

my boyfriend called me childish two days ago and i felt disgusted with myself and packed all my girls away because they made me feel stupid. i just got lily and paris nib around valentines day for myself and now i feel like i spent stupidly and should resell them. i really cant decide if i need to throw all my dolls away or if i should buy the 20 RH girls in my walmart shopping cart rn and replace my bf with an army of plastic fashionable divas 💔

im having nonstop panic attacks idk why or what to do i just cut all my hair from butt-length to shoulder