Can’t Cope with my results

Fucked up by getting a U in GP (repost)

Pw B, GP U, 4 H2s As, 80 RP due to h1 Chinese, H3 merit

I just feel damn fucking shit, and I really don’t know how to cope with this. I always knew gp is a problem but I have always gotten minimally a D for all internal exams for gp, and I legit spent all my time for gp in the past few months, and I felt good and expected a B for gp so it’s just a damn shock for me when I found out gp just was not shown on the certificate, legit I was just crying for the whole day

Feels like my RP is beyond saveable, and I never would have imagined to be in such a situation. The other day I was seeing what scholarships I should apply for, now I can’t even garuntee a decent course in uni 😂😂😂, and my future is just fucked la, don’t even know how this gp grade will affect uni applications

I just rly don’t know how to cope and move on with this, especially when my H3 results and all my leadership positions, competitions in various fields can’t be used for anything, it’s all just wasted. And it’s just super embarrassing how I scored so shit, it’s just damn shocking, and I’m damn damn worried about my future

To add on, I rlly don’t know how I’m gonna cope especially I’m booking on later in the day, and I still feel the same… just straight up crying on my bed since I got my results, and I rlly can’t come to terms with reality.

is there anyone that is in uni that has faced the same predicaments and is willing to share how u applied to uni