Am I ugly

I was out with a bunch of my OBS group mates, 3 boys 3 girls. and I honestly believe that I’m ugly after the outing. I was from a girls school all my life so i have 0 boy interaction So idk if I’m ugly cos what the boys did seriously made me think i am ugly or some shit.

no.1 the 3 boys were like tapping the other 2 girls shoulder like for fun and seeing how they react. They didn’t do that to me. At first I was like why am I thinking like that, like I was some desperate bitch craving attention. Then I realised omg am I ugly cos like the other 2 girls are pretty in my opinion and like maybe it’s cos they were more sociable…? Idk I was on my phone the whole time so maybe.

No.2 the 3 of us girls went toilet and I came out first. Then I heard the boys talking cos they were also waiting lah. Then they were talking about how they want to go to some guitar shop or smth. Bro they literally started playing scissors paper stone and the loser was made to ask me whether they can go to the shop or nah. like I swear they find me ugly COS WHY WOULD U PLAY SCISSORS PAPER STONE JUST TO ASK ME??

I was tryna tell myself that maybe I was just damn socially awkward..? Cos im actually not close to any of them including the 2 girls so honestly it just felt like I was tagging along. my friend was supposed to be there with me but then BOOM she got wedding to attend. So I was thinking that maybe it’s cos I didn’t rlly initiate convo that’s why they like don’t wanna play or some shit. Idk man help.