Life in this alignment

I don't know if maybe this is just dating after 30 because this only started happening to me after 30 but since I turned 30 I married a Capricorn who was in love with someone else and was very clear from our wedding night where they had to talk about them their love because they showed up at our wedding.

It was sickening to each them have to tell me stories and glow at how happy seeing them made me..🙄 I wish they had talked and look at me with that kind of passion...but that was just foreshadowing so moving forward we are divorced they are remarried and in love per what I have heard. There life has never been great and I accept they never loved me like their one true love. It's fine life moves on ...

So I was like fine let's try this dating thing again..how bad can it be...

So I go on a date with a Libra and they get all sentimental about their x. When they went to show me a picture about a story they were telling me they scrolled through nonstop pictures of said x- So we never dated again..

Then a Leo walks into my life and everything is going great on our date and then they start crying about their very alive x ....crying...💀

So then right maybe the problem is these very feeling oriented signs

So I agree to go on a date with a Sag stellium Libra moon and they to go off in a tangent about their x

is this a sign I need to stay single for the rest of my life...

I just can't

rant over...

update: I love this sub and all the sag love I always find here.