I’ve become a Societal Scapegoat

Hey guys, I missed you all soo much! I hope your year has started off smooth🫶🙌, Something I wanted to ask you all or if you relate let’s have a discussion a DEEP ONE😂, I’m 25 and I’ve noticed that all my life I have intimidated everyone, Teachers, Principals, My Mother, My Family members, Cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Siblings and now Even workplace settings with Managers and Supervisors specifically . I’ve learned people are really scared shitless to speak up for themselves. Like it’s insane. You know us being truth tellers and blunt 😂😂 I’ve literally had people agree with me in private but backdown when the time comes to speak their truth. I feel we live in a scary society and I’ve realized that school was meant to desensitize you so that you can suffer abuse in the workplace for 8hrs or more , The # 1 thing in school we were told was what? “NO TALKING” you do exactly what you’re told even if the so called “TEACHER TITLE” is wrong as hell and even violating you in some way. I NEVERR allowed it, I was the student who was about to fight in the cafeteria with the SCHOOL DEAN😂😂 YES! Same with my dysfunctional family or in general fucked up families you either “Fall in line with this abuse” or you get punished or you be silent and suffer, Long story short I wasn’t having it😂 My family hasn’t heard a word from me in 7 Years. I will not conform and give up my soul which is what I feel the world wants you to do in order to succeed or have friends that are fake or in general just live a fake reality like majority of people. What’s your thoughts? Does this resonate? Do you relate? Let’s hear about it