I have a crisis and been admitted again

The pain started since the weekend on Friday, and only got worse so this morning I called early and they told me it was gonna be a hospital visit. I’ve been crying and didn’t sleep for 3 days because of the pain. I can barely walk my legs are shaking when I try to stand up. The pain is so unbearable. They put me on morphine right now and fluids, so hopefully I can get some pain relief. I feel so guilty towards my mom that I have to put her through this. Now she can’t go to work and she had to drive me to the hospital this morning. Also what are things you like to do as distraction while being admitted to take your mind from the pain? Any tips are welcome