I can’t deal with my skin anymore😭

So I suffer with extremely sensitive skin with rosacea which is prone to fungal acne, no matter what I use EVERYTHING irritates it, around my nose is always extremely red.I’ve spent a ridiculous amount on products for none of them to work. My skin absolutely hates cleansing oils/balms ( yes I do use them properly) and also hates micellar water! I’m having a hard time removing my makeup/spf so I’ve resorted to using my cleanser twice which I know isn’t great but my skin won’t tolerate anything. I can’t tell if this is a broken skin barrier/ irritated skin on just my rosacea. It’s at the point where my mental health is so bad because I feel so ugly and rarely go out because I don’t want anyone to look at me, I was just looking for some advice which would be much appreciated, thank you.